It was a gloomy day and it feels so lonely to out there by yourself. The day was really heavy for me. With the strain that we had between me and my honey a day before valentine's day is not a typical day for me. It really is difficult to go through the day when you feel so gloomy and on the edge. But things turned out well and fine .....

We just miss each other so bad. I do ... it really feels great to be back inside after staying outside for the night and throughout the day ... it feels so lonely ... but feels so great to be back inside .. like i said earlier, i am silenced by the consequences of my actions ... just definitely gave me a lesson to trust in what we feel deep down inside and not just what we have in mind. The heart always coordinates with the mind and make things logical for me ... i miss her so much.

Another great thing came in ... a big project is coming up ahead. A friend of mine, who works as marketing is bringing in a big project to work on ... just in time, when i really need some extra side projects to make things go. Hope the presentation and transaction goes smooth but i do trust my friend's marketing skills. well hope for the best ... there two more big projects lined up for early part of this year ... cross my fingers and wish me luck.